Anxiety taking over

I as I’m laying here In bed I find this tightness in my chest. Don’t know if it’s my anxiety or if it’s maybe life or death. All I know is I can’t get you off my mind. Wondering if I’ll ever get the time, to tell you how I feel and maybe then you’ll understand. The things I did the words I said I did it all for you. I don’t want to see another one I love become someone I once knew. Now I’m laying here writing this out with teardrops in my eyes. Wondering if you see the master of disguise. Covering up the way I feel just to show a happy face. Always wondering if I’ll ever truly be in a happy place. But for now I lay here late at night afraid to fall asleep for if it isn’t anxiety I won’t ever wake up from my last sweet dream.

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no one’s ever survived a night in the m a z e

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if we go to a restaurant and have to choose between a table or a booth and you say table i will never trust you again


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